• your not smart enough
• you'll never be asain enough
• you'll never like small stuff enough
• you can not speak enough (korean, japanese, chinese taglog etc)
• no one likes you
• you are not a senoir
• you are not skinny enough
• This list is 99% true

i'm so busy with school latly.

My teachers really pile on the work *sweat drop*

but i don't mind them....until you get to my Japanese teacher
She is a real pain sometimes. I ask for the homework after being sick
and she says nothing. Needless to say there was homework.
So now it's late ¬___¬

but now i have a list or artwork

1. Friends only Fashion Poster
2. I owe a riku wallaper (kami-kenji from deviant art)
3 siseja - ANOTHER Kanon wallpaper
4 weirdsock - Gackt Wallpaper
5 devilxjoker on LJ - Drawing of Takuya from An cafe (done...justneed to finsh the uploading :D)
6 doomketsu - Ivy from Dio wallpaper
7 Dai-chan Taemin & Mickey Yoochun Wallpaper
8.moidixharu Uruha wallpaper
9. Group Best friends Poster
10. Group Fave music star friends Poster & Wallpaper

i'm busy ^_^ also i have a bunch of meme's to do

and fanfictions o_o i better get to work!


Edit: my fucking depresstion is back and i'm doubting everything again. Time for the happy pills. ¬¬
i think i rather be depressed

edit edit: FIX'd and if you want you can make a request as well. Please keep me busy

update me yo...

i'm doing a major art project
and doing some other stuff

i'm wanting to know whats going on in your life. and for the love of Jaesus whats new in the media world

also i need to go see Dir en grey. I MUST SEE THEM I MUST

or miyavi...but i need to see Dir en grey.
I didn't buy those boxers and right Kaoru on the ass for nothing


add me to msn: darknessvisual@live.com

sorry if i don't always message you ._. but i'd still talk sometimes

and this

does anyone know how to get rid of a cold.
yeah i'm sick T_T
help

edit: we need to read this

http://www.hearjapan.com/news/hearjapan_news/A_Message_To_The_Fans

and i vow to at least TRY and by new CD's

honestly thats just really depressing amount

I have one state ment to make

I LIKE FEMENINE GIRLY LOOKING AZN MEN DEAL WITH IT !!!!!

sorry for being gone for so long (comment this entry with your updates if you like)
What shall I do for pennace?

So does anyone want a graphics thing?
I know i know i'm in school and i need to work but it's soo tempting
I know I owe devilxjoker  one drawing of takuya (you got kisaki's stuck up ass instead)
So i'll have to get some good shots of Taku-chan before i redo that drawing
but in the mean time >_> i've finally got photoshop...so help me out guys
give me somethings to place around with, wallpapers, icons, banners, and hell i'll even do drawings >_>
but drawings might take a while XD EITHER WAY
GIVE ME SOMETHING TO DO

Here you go another wallpaper for your viewing
. This is DJ Sisen in green :D
If you can find all 7 DJ Sisens first with out any help from me then i shall make you your very own costumized wallpaper/banner of any one you choose ^_^
If you dont want to play then just have fun with the wallpaper! Enjoy dears!
preview:





DOWNLOAD HERE :D

yes they do...Note: I don't own this image some girl from DA does...

ok so on msn today we had serval chats and its clear i missed out on the part they are refering too so i'm just coming in...i wonder if I handled it right. and guys, don't get mad at me for putting this out there...i just want extra feed back. *sigh* i'm really worried about them UGH
you guys are making me old and ugly

Also in either chat the Xo and random crap that might not make total sense is emotocons or just random shit ugh.


( First Chat  )

As you can see it did not go well...i feel horrible about that. Like i did it all wrong ugh what am I gonna do. Because this was going on with my other friend

( Second Convo...which went better but still needed work )

</stress>
yeah its all about haru. We are worried fucking sick over him. You see what you make us to you princessy bastard!  I swear. I'm dragging you back to California with me. All this time in Japan is making you crazy. It's about time you come back.

Anyway I was just wondering what you thought about this. I 've known Haru the second longest but longer then any of these two so i kind of have a clue about him. But i don't think i handled it ok. *headdesk* feed back...anyone? You don't have too but if you want you can..well I guess thats all for today guys off to check the friends page flooded with posts from egl & daily_lolita because i can't seem to find anything for visual kei ¬¬

IN YOUR FUCKING PANTSU!
CLICK THE LINK
AND IF YOU DON'T LOL YOU HAVE NO SOUL!
Because i know i died when i first say this on Foocha's da page

Yes they are now selling Dir en grey underwear for obsessive fans like yours truely i can't wait to buy mine
and write Kyo owns my ass
all over them. Ghetto Booties FTW

Also i'm still waiting for the naked live Kaoru promised us.
Anyone else want to go?

hey anybody know about concerts in California for any band. I need lives NAO

i know i haven't been commenting like i should but my god
YOU GUYS POST TO MUCH!!! *DIES*
i mean like really....ok its not that bad but...it makes me feel bad...that i can't comment *sniffles*
please don't delete me TT__TT
i'll try harder to comment. Sorry about this also...
Oh yeah and guys *gives one huge group hug*
you guys have so many problems and i can't even give something good to cheer you up.
Sorry for being a bad friend.......
And this....

WHAT IS GOING ON WITH ALL THE JROCK BANDS ENTIRE MUSIC INDUSTRY THIS SUMMER?!

so far disbands...hiatus, deaths...whats going on? This is making me just frantic. I'm so worried about everything! all my entiretainers are having something band happen to them?! Please some one for the love of god! Tell me?! 
*sobs*

STOLEN from : devilxjoker 
=D sorry love didn't see the tags

Rules of the game:
Once you are tagged, you MUST DO this quiz and tag 16 friends, including the person who tagged you.
Copy and paste everything, do it and repost the title with whatever rank you were given.
Ranks are given at the bottom of this note
If you have done something in this school which is indicated by the sentence, mark the [ ] on the left side of the thing you have done with a x.
Let the game begin.

( click for meme )


Tag yourselves because i dont want the. I hate being tagged thing...oh wait no nvm

just a little meme i stole from noahko

1. Write your LJ username.
2. Write your two favorite bands/groups at the moment.
3. Write either I ♥ k-pop ; I ♥ j-pop ; I ♥ c-pop
4. Write the name of your favorite person of all time.
5. Write down your recently favored person.
6. Tag 5 people to do this meme.
tagg yoursevles too lazy

( under cut because i don't want to resize )

umm ill make it darker later

Just the two i made today. I finished that drawing of Takuya (it turned out like GUH) And an emo drawing of Aki from Sadie.
SO i'll upload those tomorrow and show you all.
I still make wallpapers and drawings for people so just comment here. with what and who you want and colors if you want them :D
umm you'll actually have to go click links to get the full versions sorry
so here they are siseja

choose your favorite
Anyone can use it and i don't mind.
No need to credit Xd just don't say you made them cuz i totally put my name on it XD
well enjoy


Download



download here

and one extra just for the road :3


DOWNLOAD NAO

well seeing as howmistressyoukai 
Burned my other 4 drawings >_> (EVALLLLLLLL)
i still have 6 sheets of paper left and i shall draw damn it!
so give me 6 PEOPLE/bands/musicpplz
to draw
and don't worry i have the basicts
moi dix mois
gazette
and dir en grey covered...she burned those for me not Rping
oh oh and to piss her off more
guys! i'm making wallpapers again! So if you want a desktop wallpaper just tell me
who you want on it
colors
text if you would like any
and if you really want size of your desktop :3 this way i can make it fit
Same goes for headers :3
Examples of my work can be found here At My DA account of EVIL!!!!! MWUAUAHHAHAHA click it!
I have examples of my other works in other parts of the gallery but that is wallpapers...:3
yes self proclaimed post.
aren't i evil >:3

Ok guys if you haven't noticed
and i don't know why you would i've added A LOT of new friends in the past few days and i would like to Welcome you!!!


so old friends if you decide to read this please welcome:
weirdsock 
lykwhoah 
noahko 
deflinamarvally 
devilxjoker 
dimscene 


Thanks Guys!
i'll try and comment so i won't be deleted XD but no promises! And don't worry about commenting here :P if you want to go for it if you don't whatever.


Also friends that didn't get a welcome you guys know i love you all so much you don't need to be welcomes but everyone gets a hug! Cuz i loves ya

RAWR





that is all f-list
thanks for reading

ok guys you know i fucking love me some Kwon Jiyong and how come no one told me that this video has been up since the 17 of august!! D:

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!! I had to get moidixharu to show me on the fourm whats wrong with you peoplez *headesks*

also for those like 2 other people that havent' seen it because i'm so epic here you go also I call that ass Gd is mine *rabid fangirl rant*

enjoy